Trying To ForgetI remember trying to forgetEverything you had given to me,When it was all destroyed with regretOnly to find that it was impossibleTo forget such blissful thingsEven if you were the one that made it possibleI can't believe that it even happenedI couldn't believe that you wanted it back againI can't express how happy I amAnd yet, I'm afraid of the heartbreak happeningAll over again
Here I am again...Glass of unwanted reflections shatterNo one tries to help me since they know that I don't matterSitting in the lonely moonlightI try to think of what could possibly be rightIt echoes in my head with an endless ringA constant reminder of what I wasAnd what I've beenAnd now I am alone all over againScreams that I could never believe to be mineEcho in emptinessThat can never be definedAs the persuasive truthOr the never ending liesAnd now I'm hereAlone as I always have beenSitting alone with a wind that makes me swayWaiting for someone to come and help meI sit in this moonlight, expecting the cliché rain to come and take me away
ThoughtsThoughts are streaming through meAnd into a desperate hand.Trying to express everything I need,And hoping that you also understand.With a pen scratching on paper,Unnerving hands clicking on a keyboard,Or a wavering voice trying to escape the air.I hope these thoughts get through these pagesTo those that need them the mostAnd probably need them more than myself.
"Who are you?"I'm no one of importance.Even if I did have a name you wouldn't remember it;It means nothing.My physical stature is something you wouldn't be able to comprehend,But maybe you might remember my emotional being...I am unstable, alone, and unbearably self conscious.I think things I shouldn't, only exploring the depths of what you call an imaginationTo only end up falling deeper into the maze to where I may never return.I am set on business when there is nothing to do.But when I work I focus on pleasure.I have theories that have already been thought of, just not at such an immature stage.I think of things that others have not, or so I think.I am a disappointment to those around me,No matter what I doI hurt those closest to meWhen I care too much.I am someone you are familiar with,but you do not realize I am also familiar with you.I am someone that you need to know,And yet you continue to ignore me.I want to share more with youAnd I want to share with you things that yo